Ew. I guess considering where we are that makes sense but it looks like there's a bunch of people having sex on their own. Why try to force things?
No. I lost control and fed on my bf. I didn't want to hurt him, so I ended things.
[ she's also had a whole slew of memories that had been compelled away by damon from her time with him come back that she's still coming to terms with, of being afraid and very suddenly not before she was fed on, wanting to say something when she was asked about it but knowing she couldn't. him telling her how he was going to kill her once he was done with her, and then waking up on the ground outside of the founders party, bleeding and not having a clue what happened, just knowing she'd been scared she was going to die.
she wouldn't necessarily say she'd been reluctant to sleep with anyone since she'd remembered all of that, but she hasn't necessarily been eager to either. ]
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cw: sexual, psychological, and physical abuse
Date: 2020-09-25 02:27 am (UTC)No. I lost control and fed on my bf. I didn't want to hurt him, so I ended things.
[ she's also had a whole slew of memories that had been compelled away by damon from her time with him come back that she's still coming to terms with, of being afraid and very suddenly not before she was fed on, wanting to say something when she was asked about it but knowing she couldn't. him telling her how he was going to kill her once he was done with her, and then waking up on the ground outside of the founders party, bleeding and not having a clue what happened, just knowing she'd been scared she was going to die.
she wouldn't necessarily say she'd been reluctant to sleep with anyone since she'd remembered all of that, but she hasn't necessarily been eager to either. ]