you'd think, wouldn't you? i guess they don't care about dubious consent when it comes to their sex batteries, it's delightful isn't it
( Carmilla doesn't like to think much about what her life was like when she was first turned. Vordenberg holding her captive, feeding her thimbles of blood, and expecting that generosity meant he could do whatever he wanted with her.
for awhile she believed it. once she decided she didn't, he kept her too weak to stop him, until she'd finally braved feeding on him, her first meal from the vein.
she thinks of it now, whether she likes it or not. has to, to pull up the perspective of what it was like to be newly turned. )
it gets easier, separating blood lust from the regular kind. being well fed before you fool around helps
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cw: sexual abuse, captivity
Date: 2020-09-25 02:47 am (UTC)( Carmilla doesn't like to think much about what her life was like when she was first turned. Vordenberg holding her captive, feeding her thimbles of blood, and expecting that generosity meant he could do whatever he wanted with her.
for awhile she believed it. once she decided she didn't, he kept her too weak to stop him, until she'd finally braved feeding on him, her first meal from the vein.
she thinks of it now, whether she likes it or not. has to, to pull up the perspective of what it was like to be newly turned. )
it gets easier, separating blood lust from the regular kind. being well fed before you fool around helps